it’s like a slap in the face when you go on facebook. where your friends are supposedly at. and you see a picture of your best friend. or at least of a person who used to be your best friend. and you realize that you really know nothing about them anymore. that the person in the picture resembles that person that you once knew. and that all you have them is a memory. a very hazy memory.
and you realize that that they probably don’t even think about you anymore.
and you realize that it’s been the same for you. you don’t think about them like you used to. they are not the first person that you think about calling when something happens. they are not the first person that you call.
but it still fucken hurts to finally give up that facade. it hurts to realize that you and that person are no longer best friends.
for those that missed the comedy show:
Taylor's plus one to the BBMA's: Ed SheeranJust noticed Taylor busting a move next to Ed.